悠闲

Just for your information, cats don't have a soul, only people do. So no one is taking care of him right now.
" G5 j' W5 s& SBut there is hope for you. God made one soul for cats one for dog and one for every spicies that he has brought upon Adam (the first man who gave them all names).
I had a Labrador once (large dog) and he was the best companion I ever had and when he died, I was so broken up that I thought that it would be the last one. But, one day, I came upon the same spicies of dog (it was a pup) and because I've always loved them, I decided to adopt it.Over the years, I came to realise that this dog had exactly the same behaviour as the last one. You know why? Because I had the same expectation as the previous one. Therefore his life experiences were very simular to the previous dog. All my friend said to me that this dog was exactly as the last one.
God gave us these creatures for us to appreciate and that is why (unless you change dramatically), the next cat you have will be exactly the same as the last one. So there is a God (no matter what you call him) and it was probably his way of making you realize his existance. So next time you name your cat think of this so that it may remind you of what you have learned.
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leela

Thanks, everybody. I feel better now, but still cannot forget the way he looked at me when he died. I never such sad eyes before. In the past couple days, when I lay down and close my eyes, I always can see his eyes. He died on the way to the hospital, I even tried to help him breath, but he still didn't make to the hospital. He looked different when he died; I guess he had left that body. Hopefully he still be with me.