xhu

此地有缘

沙雁

Yuan's Place

      Time wa already past eleven, I was still watching the TV show. It was a good one, and it ended finally. I turned the TV off, turned on the stereo and inserted one of my favourite CD. The music started as usual. Nice and quiet, I found. I walked towards the window. It is also nice and quiet out there. The city is almost into sleep; lights on the street and the tall buildings, the stars and the moon in the sky looked beautiful at night. Peaceful. I sighed... The bed looked quite messy, books, CDs and magazines lying there. I cleaned out them, and then lied my back on the bed. She came into my mind. Could not forget about her, still. So peaceful, though. Thinking of going out to have a drink. It was getting late. Forget it. Ceiling looks nice. I closed my eyes, and then fell asleep.
      
      The alarm woke me up at 6am. I turned on the TV. News, news, and news. Get a newspaper, then, I think. I  walked towards washroom. Looked into the mirror, I don't look too bad. After cleaning and a warm shower, I ran out. Morning exercises took me a while. I turned on my notebook, started surfing the Internet. Lots of email, hard to reply them all, I am running out of time. Closing my notebook, I got dressed. Tie, it is always a nice tie. I looked at me in the mirror. Looking better. 8am, I went out. Picked up a newspaper at the news stand in the corner. I went for the breakfast. Hot soymilk was good. Time to go to office now.
      
      I went in the office about 9am, always a little earlier. Among my emails, I always liked those my colleagues wrote. Today Wanda, tomorrow Winnie, the next day Wendy. Paul always complements me "a King". Anyway, my email box is always full. A manager, nice shirt and tie. I always miss her... Maybe I will ask Wanda to order a Gold fish pool. It will definitely look nice in the office. Swimming like gold fishes is boring, but it is good to look at them all the time. Start to work, I realized.
      
      Time about noon, I did not bring the lunch, like last time. Paul called me a while ago asking people out for lunch. I did not want to go, lots of work. I asked Wanda to order me a lunch box. Did not remember to bring the running shoes, otherwise can go out for a short run. She used to run with me together early morning. Paul came in, asked me out for lunch. Seeing me busy on doing my things, he wanted to leave. I told him I have already asked Wanda to order me a lunch box. He did not say anything, went out and closed my office door.
      
      Paul is a manager of another department, 35 years old. He is a good guy. I know him a lot. Colleagues like him because he is a kind man. He is not married, sometimes I think he is the idol manager of the whole company. He is very careful on things, especially business related. Last company picnic, he took lots of pictures for everyone. I think Wanda likes him. Anyway, none of my business.
      
      Business is like usual. It is always quite quiet in the office, only voices are phone rings and phone answers. One email came into my attention; Winnie said she received a call from a unsatisfied customer to resolve a dispute. She used to take care of these well. It might be a hard one. Hard one or easy ones, must let them satisfied. Management always say.
      
      Long time hasn't had any information from her since she went to America. She has my contact information. Still, at least a call to home. She did not even contact her family, I guess. Went aboard like this, I really don't know what to say, two years only, husband and wife. She is not satisfied with what she has got. Anyway, she always thinks she is right. I know her, but never know what is in her mind. She might be busy working on her graduate degree now. Good for her, all the time. Time past nine, I finished dinner at my parent's home. Mom and dad are watching TV. I lied on bed smoking, still thinking. Driving home does not take long. Don't want to leave now. Paul called to ask me to the pub. Why don't go, dad says. Mom never minds. I  picked up my jacket, and joined with Paul.

      Night passed away, always with a tired feeling. A change would be a good choice. Company runs just fine. Looking at the job ads. On the newspaper I had in the morning, this or that, hard to find a better one than the one I have. Hang on, I think. Yesterday, Paul and I drank a lot. Colleagues like me, "King" though. Not too many people in my company know her. I did invite Paul and Wanda to my wedding, I remembered. I think they are the only ones in my company know her, my wife. My boss know her a little, we went to a business cocktail party together last time. Paul and Wanda were there too, but they did not see her, we left early. I guess Paul may know a little about the matter between her and me. Anyway, I like to keep it for myself.
      
      Wanda did not drink at all yesterday, she did sing Karaoke with Wendy together, if I did remember. They are good girls, twenty something. Graduates from top universities. Just don't know whether they were classmates. They are always together, in old time, they may become "twin" sisters. Paul did sing yesterday, not so well, not the first time seeing him sing. Maybe Paul like Wanda, they graduated from the same school.
      
      Back to home, I still remember what happened yesterday. Paul likes Wanda. It is not my business, but I still care. Paul is a very good guy. I know Paul and Wanda for quite a long time already, since I joined the company. Wanda is a fine and pretty girl, but sometimes she talks too much. Paul, a good man. They go together.
      
      Slowly, it is approach to New Year. Company decided to have a cocktail party on the New Years eve. Wanda is the one organizing company events well, and Winnie always helps her a lot. Winnie, she never shows off. Paul, always working on his staff. It looks busier recently since company computers upgraded to the higher speed ones. High-tech companies,  they are always looking at speed.

to be continued...

圆明园

Post by xhu
圆明园，
  
谢谢你能喜欢。:cool:

这么说还是原创，更好了。
虽然长， 我还一点没落，全看了。
加油。

xhu

圆明园，

谢谢你能喜欢。:cool:

圆明园

i like it.
i don't know why I like it, though.

proserpina

我并没有看完楼主写的全部内容，不过楼主既然以英文写作的方式来进行创作，本身已值得钦佩。不过有几个写作方面的技巧，觉得可以和楼主商讨。

看完第一个帖子的内容，感觉楼主写的东西有点灰色心情，但是很像1篇流水帐的日记。第二个帖子虽然不是非常像流水帐，但是在写作上依然缺乏描述的功底。

我以为写作，从场景，环境，以及人物外形特征和内心世界的描述能够格外让读者身临其境或者说是感同身受。作者对这种细腻的描述仍然缺少着墨，却对时间的刻画进行了过多的赘述，有种拖沓的感觉。

以上，仅仅是个人的拙见，望与楼主共勉。

xhu

Continued...


Before the airplane landed at Newark International airport, I was still in sleep. Paul woke me up. The airplane landed safely. We got off, then immigration, customer and luggage. Time has already past seven when we picked up the car the company rented for us, and then found the place. We finally got to the hotel. Our company have reserved us rooms, rooms in a four star hotel. One American man escorted us, Brian, a young manager from the headquarter office. We settled. Then Brian brought us for dinner. During the dinner, he delivered an introduction. Dinner wasn't that bad. The introduction went long. We mostly listened to his talk, and rarely we asked questions. It went fine. So, we are engaged.
      Two weeks passed by very fast. The project went very well. They all liked me, the headquarter people. I did not have Yuan's information. I tried more than often. I excessfully used the Internet. But I still couldn't find her. But I know she is fine here. Somewhere in this place, she is just fine. Someday I will find Yuan since there are still Yuanfeng between us. We went back to Shanghai after the finish of the project. Winnie and Wanda came to pick us up. That night, we went to a best Chinese restaurant for dinner. There were't many Chinese restaurants there in Newark. Maybe in New York City, I heard there are more Chinese people there. We went to a bar that night. I, Winnie and Wanda were very happy talking that night, Paul, he did not talk very much. After all the project went fine. We sang some Karaoke together too. Winnie and Wanda both sang love songs again. I also sang some, but Paul didn't. Then we went back home.
      Winnie drove me back to home after she sends Paul and Wanda home. She stopped on the road in front of my apartment. Well, I could not see her face clear enough in the dark. It is about eleven and the sky was pretty clear. I did not say anything. She did not either. I sighed, and opened the car door. After I got off the car, I turned to her and wanted to say something to her. Then I figured I don't want to say things, it turned out to be a good-bye.
      I did not know what Winnie thinks. She may know by now I am very interested in her too. I know she is very interested in me. But I am married, and I still miss Yuan, my wife. When I opened my door to my apartment, turned on the light and my stereo. As usual, the sound of the soft music reminds me of Yuan, and the flower she made in the living room and the bedroom. I still love her, I realized. I think I am in love with Winnie already after I sited down on the sofa. Does Winnie love me, I wondered? I still can choose not knowing about it and still living in my life of me, my good job, and my wife. But she is gone, to America, somewhere living there. Will she come back, and when? I don't know.
      I opened my email box the coming Monday when I went to work, and intentionally checked emails Winnie sent to me. In one email, she asked me about some questions that I don't even understand; maybe it is something churbbish colleagues spread around. Another one is a question about conflicts she had with a colleague that I replied and helped her out. The last one is to ask me something that she did not understand relating to the work. I also helped her with this one. After I check out all these emails, I rested with thoughts. She liked me a lot starting from the beginning, I now understand. I liked her a lot too. I don't know when it started; I started to miss her sometimes, maybe when I first saw her. Impression of her in my mind is very very strong. I wanted to call her. Then I picked up the phone, but I can't. What about Yuan? But she is not with me anymore, she is gone. I like Winnie very much, that many years... maybe, I love her. I still deserve a new life, a new story for me to write about. And... she might be the right one. I cry to myself. I decided to ask Winnie out for dinner Friday night after work. I called her cautiously with calm. She sounds very happy that I called. I asked her out, and she said yes.
      I especially dressed very well Friday night, a nice and precious shirt and tie, "gold fish", I remembered. I wouldn't think the same way around now, it was a mistake, and I thought and smiled. I did not wear suit because I found maybe it is better to be casual a little. After all, we have known each other for about nine years. It has been quite a long time, and now, now we date. I bought a dozen of roses at the flower store downstairs, and I took the subway, towards her, my date, a very lovely girl.
      I met Winnie at the downtown center. Winnie dressed nice too, a kind of like usual, just, she wears a new blouse. She wears a pair of  black pants, that I saw her wearing before at work. They made her look taller. I handed her over the roses with a kind smile, and she smiled too. She did not look surprised. Then we walked towards the restaurant I have reserved two seats with. I felt kind of exciting. It has been a long time I haven't dated women. Two years after Yuan was gone. I don't know what Winnie feels. We just walked, silently, and it seemed she did not want to break the silence. The tacit feeling came through me. Noticeable enough, I peaked at her face when we were walking. She looks still smiling while her left hand was playing with the roses, and, she looked so beautiful. I wanted to hold her right hand, and just want to be in this way, until forever, TianHuanDiLao, I thought. But I didn't, I am not very brave in front of her. We just walked.
      The date went very well. We talked quite some, from colleagues, work and then the family. I told her my story, story with Yuan and my family. She did not seem surprised. I guess Wanda told her about the existence of Yuan. I know Wanda would, she is just that kind of woman. Winnie reacted calmer than I thought. She also told me some about her family, with some conservation. And she did mention her past boy friend when I asked her. I had a feeling that night she is kind of sorry for her past experience with him, and she made me feel she liked me mainly because I said things when he damped her. I thought he is not doing a right thing. I realized I cared about her since the beginning, since I first saw her when the first day I started working in our company. We had very good conversation, and we both know, at least I can feel, the future that we may go together, have a family... And now, it is the time. Our bondage is another kind of Yuanfeng, Yuanfeng that made us come together. TianHuanDiLao, I remembered. She looked so wonderful that night.
      Another night went fine. I was still struggling between Yuan and Winnie. I met Winnie today at work. She looked kind of wired, kind of, what can I say,... kind of more like wanting to stay away from me. Maybe it is because of Yuan, I mentioned her too much in front of Winnie. Then she is cautious because of this. I still love Yuan. Yuan has become someone that cannot be even forgotten in my mind, I took it for granted. Sometimes I think it is sinful to just forget about her. She is just that kind of woman that deserve you to love her so much, and, fortunate enough, she loves you back the same way you love her. That is why I could not forget her existence, until now, now Winnie got into my life. My life has changed, I thought. Hold on to my life now with Winnie, divorce Yuan, something devilish has taken my mind. I can't, I can't, I cried. She is Yuan, she is supposed to be the one and only one of my love. "Two hearts, two hearts beat as one. Our life has just begun..." Lionel Richie's "Endless love" came across my mind. I remembered when Yuan and I hold our hands together and stepped into the church, declared to God our love and our marriage. It is the Yuanfeng that holds us together. But she has left me, and Winnie got into my life, a new Yuanfeng with Winnie can be expected. I cannot take it anymore. I cried to God,"Oh, God, I don't know... please God, show me the way."  I fell quiet to sleep.
      Two days later, Paul told me Winnie is ill and will stay home for one week. Wanda later on told me the reason she is ill, it is because of Yuan. Wanda told me Winnie went to her place that night when her and I finished the date and said good-bye to each other. And Winnie told her a lot of things, such as the feelings she had with me, and the matter between her and her once and only boy friend. Poor her! I thought. One love relation can have that much impact for her. Obviously she expected from me too much, and my relation with Yuan is kind of like a mess. I did not think much and ran to her home.
      She lives alone in a nice little cottage. I pressed hard on the doorbell and waited. For about thirty seconds, she opened the door. She looked tired, but she still brought me a cup of tea. She told me that she has got fever, and will stay home for a week. She asked me to help her some with her job when she stays home, not very seriously. She did not say very much of things. It seemed that she got better after I came. I knew she was hurt by me, and I knew she is not a girl as strong as she looks.
      I am a kind of disappointed when I left her home. She is not as strong as Yuan, but she is obviously a better woman than Yuan. She is that kind of woman who can sacrifice more for me. Thoughts took me. I started to have some compassion on her, in spite of only love. I am a typical Chinese male who have the compassion and love like many married men have for women. I decided to give up Yuan and go on with my life with Winnie. I called her at night. She sounded much better. I said to her I wanna see a better, happier and brighter Winnie.
      I and Winnie both know it will be the end of it. Someday, we will get married, have kids, and have our own career. In a better way, we may have better career since we are hard working and well educated people. The Yuanfeng between us just can't be easily measured, not the simple nine-year working relationship developing to lovers. But rather it is the true love, respect and our expectations for each other. I fell in love, formally. Again. Yuanfeng between Yuan and me is over. Then I will write my "Endless love" with this girl, this woman, Winnie. May Yuanfeng between Winnie and me be tight enough holding our hands together, like forever when we spend our lives together.

xhu

continued...

Yuan's company is looking at go bankruptcy. She lost her job after many years working there. She started to look for a different job. The market is hard at that time. She is still busy around, looking for a job, reading books and magazines, and going back to her family. She got sad sometimes. It is noticeable. I always came back home after work, and she is always home, with books and TV, except when she went back to her parents. Living room and bedroom are still with flowers.
      
It takes a while for me to realize she has gone. After midnight when the soft music on the stereo is still playing, I sit on the sofa, while having a beer. The beer is good. I turned myself to the windows, beautiful stars and the moon. I felt a little sad. Dawn finally has passed; I woke up in the morning. The sad feeling is still with me. I made toast and coffee. As the same, I did some exercises, got dressed, and then went to work.

I went with Paul, Winnie and Wanda for milk tea at noon after lunch break. We talked a lot of things. Wanda talked a lot. I, Paul and Winnie listened to her; sometimes Paul and I make jokes. Winnie cares a lot, I know. It was a good gathering. Time after work, I picked up a newspaper from the new stand. I flipped over the murder headline, then business, arts and entertainment. Well, I am getting happier. I went home. For the first time, I forgot to turn on my stereo.
      
Night went fine. I did not realize I was thinking or imagining last night, time went fast. Still, I did exercises and cleaning, and I looked better in the mirror. Made my breakfast as usual. When I eat my breakfast, I am aware of my bloomy feeling inside of me. Well, maybe I will give Winnie a call sometimes.
      
Sometimes I still think I haven't lost Yuan, maybe she thinks she hasn't lost me too. The reason she went to America is very simple, she is not satisfied, at least I think. She wants to study more, abroad. I am the one who doesn't want big changes like quitting my job and go studying in a different country. I stayed, seeing her flying away. I couldn't do something except watching. Too bad...
      
After Yuan lost her job. She started to be moody, and we started to fight. One day, I went back to home early. She was not home. I called her mother, and she wasn't in their place too. I made dinner myself, not very good, but not bad to eat them myself. She went back home at about ten. I asked where she has gone; she told me she played Majohng in her aunt's place with her relatives. I argued as usual and I asked why she did not tell me she gambles. She did not respond, and went to sleep. I was mad. It was the first time I got so mad at her. The next day, I did not bring lunch to the work, rather eat with Paul outside. One week later, she left me, to America.
      
I worked harder at my work. Paul, Winnie and Wanda work hard too. I started to receive emails from Wanda, then Winnie, asking me this or that. I did not reply them all; sometimes I just simply answer questions they asked. I like them, so is Paul. Do they ask these kinds of questions to Paul too, I wondered? Soon after our hard work, my company became one of the best in the sector. My director especially invited me, Winnie and Paul to a working dinner to celebrate what we have built and contributed. The director announced there is a big project on going in eastern US, and he needs two men to do the project. He is definitely looking at Paul, and me we are the best in the company, I can tell after the working dinner. Winnie came to Wanda the other day, and asked her out for pearl tea. I wonder why she did not ask me and Paul to go with them. Anyway, these two go out very often. At the same day, we all went out for beer after work.
      
It was great that Paul and I have to go to US to do the work, Newark, New Jersey, company headquarter. I intentionally called Yuan's mother. She did not have any news from her either. Winnie and Wanda came to Paul's place, so was ready to go me. They came to send us away. We went to the airport and went to US.
to be continued...

xhu

continue...


I met Yuan when I was still in the university. She is from another univeristy beside mine. She has a high school classmate in my class. She visited her often, that was how we met. She is a very beautiful girl, smart sometimes too. Like some other good girls, she graduated with distinction. After about five year relationship. We got married, regularly. Not too many people came to our wedding, relatives and some friends from high school and university, and Wanda and Paul. She was always a little disappointed about the wedding since more of my relative and friends were present, not hers. She is very good to my parents, so are my parents to her. In the past two years after our marriage, we have a very close relationship, sex too, but we did not want kids. We both looked at career, always wanted to be on the top of it. She works in a company on east side of the town. Sometimes, I think our relationship is friendship alike too.

Marriage is an interesting thing, Wanda sometimes say, you never know what you want. Maybe, for women... I know men; they always know what they want. Yuan is hard working; sometimes she got tired after long time work and came home late. Me, work hard too, but I don't go home late very often, unless necessary. I like many things, music, movies, books, thinking about many things. She likes these too. Most of the time, she always looked at me doing all these things, and she started to make beautiful flowers. Living room and bedroom were always with these beautiful flowers. I realized, and I became so nice to her. We talk lots of times, never running out of topics. She is a good cook, always asking my mom this or that when we went back to my parents' place, and makes good and delicious food. I love her very much.

Last company cocktail party was two years ago. We went there. She especially bought a very good and expensive dress. I didn't think it was necessary, but she insisted. She wore the pearl necklace I brought her from Hong Kong as a birthday present. She looked beautiful that night. I always remember. Paul and Wanda like her. It seems everyone I know likes her very much, especially my parents. She is like the pearl in my family.

Business was like usual, always like usual. I stayed in the company for quite a while already. Me, Paul, Winnie and Wanda built very good working relationship, and sometimes I think we are very good friends. As good as we can get, at least. Winnie became a manager after five years of work in the company. She deserved it. I always think she deserves it. Paul is a little jealous, I know, he stayed in the company the longest among most of my colleagues. Wanda never cares. I think Paul deserves management as well. Just after one year of Winnie's promoption, the company faced restructuring, Paul and me were prompted after careful consideration of company President and Board of Directors. Paul was thirty-four, and me, I just turned thirty.

Yuan prepared a very special dinner that evening. Colleagues asked me out for a party to congratulate me though, but I refused them for Yuan and me. We had a very good time. A couple of days later, Winnie sent me an email asking me to join with her to a dinner meeting with customers, I refused her too. Paul, Wanda went with her that time. Yuan and I went back to my parents' place and had a good time. Wanda called me the other day asking me to join with some colleagues to the pub. She intentionally telling me has to come. I told Yuan, and went to the pub. It went well that night, everyone is very happy except Wanda and Paul. I wasn't, not very much. Yuan did not ask anything after I went back home., but she knows, I can tell.

Yuan stayed late at work more and more. I, sometimes just read books and watch TV for the time when she is not home. She still makes flowers at home, even more often. And we go back to my parents' place more often too. Time goes by, it is our wedding anniversary, the first time. I brought champagne back home. She cooked a lot of good food we both like. We are just fine together. Sometimes I brought flowers back to home, and she is always the one make them look so pretty in the vase. Colleagues did not ask me out very much often. I usually stayed home with Yuan.

Another year went just fine. Yuan's company went into some jeopardy. The economy did not go very well. Some companies were suing them for some reasons. These things happen often, especially in a difficult time. I worked harder, in turn; I became the one coming back home late often. She is not very happy, I know. She works hard too. We started to argue sometimes, about her company, her job, and her. One day evening, she came back late, saw I was making dinner; she took over the job with some guilt. The next day, I brought my lunch box to the work, like usual.

to be continued...

xhu

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鬼鬼见愁愁

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