Ditto

想跟你说
这是我最后一次想你了
想你的日子，太苦，太累

总是在夜色中
反复听着你唱给我的歌曲
眼泪随着旋律
一滴滴沉到心底

想你
那段迷失的日子
你的苦，你的泪
让我迷失了自己

圣诞节的礼物
堆了一床
日子一天天过去
我越来越不想寄出
既然说要忘记

你说
我永远在你心里
永远永远想念我
不知道
你想我的时候
还会流泪吗

为什么还要说
这些话语
让我永远想你
我希望这是我最后一次想你

Manda

Swift and Ditto, thanks for sharing the feelings.  I had thought I am the only in the world to suffer from the endless missings...  everyone has own stories.

He is still back home, he should have come, but I lost the contact with him for such a long time, no calls, no emails, nothing at all, plus I can't find me either.  

Why it is so hard ...

Ditto

正因为有一些情感没法象亲人，身边的朋友倾诉，我们才来这里，因为彼此陌生，有时反而更近，可以谈的更多。来这里的人，年龄和阅历都不同，说出来也许可以得到多一些的帮助。

因人而已，化解问题的方式和时间都不同，说出来如果我们能彼此拉一把，你们说这样不是很好吗？尤其是年长的朋友。

写帖子，说心情，有时就象写日记，写出来后，心情就会好一些。

Ditto

其实我倒认为，人上了40， 也阅历多了，许很多事都会看的淡了，想死的念头倒未必有，尤其是为情所困。。。。 。。

我只是推测，不知对不对

20多岁，困在情中，如果身边没有足够的亲情和友情，又有几人能洒脱的？ 因为我们经历的就只有这么多。除非真的有的没心没肺的人。

我自己流了整整3个月 的眼泪，情绪还时而反复，不是学习不紧张，而是对着书本，眼泪都回叭哒叭哒往下掉，只因为一这生留下了太多的遗憾

tequila

才21岁就想死了，哎现在的年轻人真是。。。等你41的时侯还是怎样想的话，再言轻生也不迟

幽冥国度

说多了没用，喝口酒，抽颗烟，这是个现实的世界。保重吧``````

Ditto

Yes, such a long time has passed I still miss him so much in the early morning as if his kiss is just there. I have to take a shower in the morning to stop thinking about him.
Each time, I speak to myself to move on, my tears will run down.

Watching these gifts, should I send them out? I don’t know. I wish him the best but I don’t want him to feel pain on seeing these gifts. But maybe he won’t since he can say he hates me.  Maybe I am just too silly! Who knows, who cares!

swift

i miss him ever since i open my eyes evry morning and wait for his call the whole day.but who knows what he thinks about.the best way is to let it be.

Ditto

Thanks for reply. Absolutely you are right.
However, it's just really too hard to come through, right?