You are in real trouble,but I am sure you'll be fine in couple of weeks.
Just go ouside, talk to friends and find some busy job to dofor now. will you?
Don't be so desperate.
I understand what kind of feeling you suffered.
But you know, Love is really important but it's not ALL in one's life.
Believe me you will be ok in soon.
Time can cure everything.
Don't be so stupi? to think to death.