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Post by xhu;2373879
My new poetry book, "Chinese Incarnation"is published recently by LuLu.com, please see below for ordering info., and a free preciew is included.

http://www.lulu.com/content/hard ... incarnation/7701911

”中国的道成“。软装本已经出了，本来只想要硬皮的。

namstra

君子比德于玉

xhu

"Chinese Incarnation" is the most recent poetry collection poet Sha Yan published. The poet tried to excercise in his poignant tones that love, passion, sadness and spirit are shown in his poems. In his poetry writing process, he had difficulty to fully express himself since he is a Chinese, English is not his first language. But he filled the language gap by continious learning and excercises. In "Chinese Incarnation", he utilized the English language and fully used the language as a tool to express his feeling and insights of life. Yes, the collection is mainly about life and spirit as always, actually all of Sha Yan's work is about life and spirit in large that life and spirit has a significant meaning in poet's life. He thought of life as suffering as a CHristian, and he thought of life as enjoyable as a human kind, and he though of life as linking to the past experience, and live the day to day life fully. Life is immense, why don't we enjoy?

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Post by namstra;2422171
君子比德于玉

拙味老，兄好字。。。。。。。

xhu

这书怎么就这么难卖啊，洋人不卖，中国人更不买，挺好的几本书。

xhu

2010 Vancouver Winter Olympic Torch Relay is carrying on here in Canada, I want to share this prose fiction with fellow Canadians, The story is about Championship and food on your table. Please enjoy. The piece is featured in my book, "Yuan's Place" by Sha Yan, see link below for the ordering info. You can also find the title at Amazon and B & N.

http://www.authorhouse.com/Bookstore/ItemDetail.aspx?bookid=37525

Champagne, marinated, ice cream, coffee and tea

Sha Yan


The racetrack is the hottest spot in the summer. Racers are all engaged to start. Audiences are getting popcorns, ice creams and hot dogs. It is hot and sweaty. T-shirts sales people are going here and there to sell racecar T-shirts. Personnel of the F-1 formula race are working with their fullest potential.
Summer is the best season of this place. Sunshine, trees, flowers, campground, and swimming pools are people's most love. Sweet smiles on girls’ face and steady please and thank you from guys' mouth in every shop you visit make sure you are still in heaven. Grilled chicken, marinated, fries and salad, dish everyone wants to order in all seasons comes into everyone's home, a gas powered BBQ oven in one's back yard is definitely an asset. When time past 5pm, lines of traffic on the high way facing the coming down sun in the slightly reddish and golden shiny sky moves slowly and quietly. TVs just finishes American soap opera and gets ready to let everyone know what happen in the world and the city today. When the sky turns dark, local restaurants, bars, dance clubs and downtown streets are full with people's laughs, jokes and humours. Restless city! The next morning, an alarm wakes you up. After coffee, toast and a TV newsbreak and a couple of phones calls to the bank and the insurance company and stockbrokers, you are on your way to work with your new Pontiac Grand AM. At the lunch break. Grilled chicken, marinated with fries come across your mind, one more thing, salad and coffee, maybe Pepsi.
Seasonal alternation comes fast, moments of glory on maples and oaks with some aged dark brownish grayish barks slipped away from my mind. Yearly sea brushed natural stones on the shore standing tall and round from coast to coast are all over in this place. The prime time on newscast is always fast paced at clock speed. Slowly, the first crystal shiny snow flick drops to this Northern land. By the time Christmas comes, exhausted year and passionate people in the city and the country are all celebrating in their home beside their fireplace or at dinner parties. Nut Cracker and Tin Soldier are the best Christmas shows here.
On the other side of the earth, in the early morning northern China, traditional hot soymilk with a deep fried historical bread stick takes everyone's dinner table. At about the same time, Tiananmen Square and parks scattered throughout the city fill with people at all ages practicing Qi Kong and Chinese martial arts. After 8am, streets are full of bicycles and motor vehicles. The city gets busy. Beijing has lots of government departments, agencies, and universities and research institutes and companies from local and all over the world, as the capital city of China. Shopping centres, supermarkets and stores in the city open their doors at nine. They are the best places for visitors, housewives and some others. Sports centres and gyms in the morning are not very busy, but personnel are all looking at engaging for the afternoon. One quarter past ten, an old retired factory worker brings his tea cup, joining two others carrying their tea cups and Chinese chess set at the corner, heading to the park two blocks north. When the lunch time comes, Chinese fried chicken competing with Kentucky fried chicken beside McDonalds does not attract a lot of customers' attention, rather in beef noodle restaurant next to them, a line is formed. Well, McDonalds then, impatient young men and well dressed office women are arguing. Their older aged male manager say, let's have Korean BBQ beef. Of course, the check will be billed on corporate credit card. Time past three, busy phone lines still make receptionist headache transferring callers to managers, associates, agents and others. By 5pm, one associate still hasn’t figured out how he will finish his own work, the manager requested him to work it out for the remaining of the day. He will get a good pay for his overtime, and if he did a good job, he would be better rated for the once a year yearly bonus. And his good work will be directly reported confidentially to the company headquarter in Hong Kong. That means the next time his manager went to a different department, his record would be shown on company president's name list. Well, 7% GDP growth in modern China every year does not come from nothing, and it does not lead to nothing.
Back to this place, passionate high school students carry their beautiful school bags to and from their educational institutes. They study almost the same as people elsewhere, one more important subject they study is the moral. School districts directors always have these in their mind. After school in the afternoon, people always stop by at the ice cream shop in the corner and buy a delicious ice cream. Math class is the top priority in high school education here. Well, engineers here earn a lot, and life isn't easy. Students here wish to become a doctor, a dentist, an engineer, a scientist or an artist since very young, and they work hard. Back to China, adults always ask young boys and girls, "What do you want to be in your future?" Answers are the same. I wanted to be a teacher, I said, I remembered. School teachers are considered the most "godly" career there. Beer, please, here I am when the waiter passes by. I was smiling at my choice while I was having my beer; it is a brave one to become king of monkeys.
Time goes by fast, arts, science, literature and engineering always take my mind. It is been quite a while since my last employment. Last one was short. Linear fit with a suitable least square value did make computer on my desktop running smoothly wild. By 2004, an advanced 64 bits AMD commercial personal computer enters into the market place, before that, IBM Super Blue and Chinese Galaxy competed with each other in their processing speed for building nuclear bombs. A couple years ago, Romania’s Kasterof defeated IBM Deep Blue with a score 3:2 is still record breaking for high speed computing. It has been quite sometime since the invention of this device. Now almost everyone has obtained one at home here, and of course, the country is computerized and everything looks running at the computer speed. Time after 5pm, lines of traffic facing the golden shining sunset is still calm and quiet. Cities in this continent relaxed after NYSE, NASDAQ and TSE closed their last bid.
It only takes a while standing in a line to order a cheeseburger at McDonalds, maybe it takes a little shorter at Harvey’s. For a couple dollars more, you can get a good grilled marinated chicken meal. Students at campus can get a cheaper price on their meals. Coffee, Pepsi and Coke do not sell expensive too. 6pm news session specially talked about mad-cow disease, anyway, biotic bred beef does not make you a better appetite, even with a top bloody-Mary cocktail. People here buy cheap market price chicken at well-regulated supermarket. Life isn't easy.
The time for high school students going to colleges has come. Med-school, dental-school, law school, science, engineering and arts and education and social science are on their lists. They usually get what they want; lost ones go into their second or third choice of their applications. Well, education with specific religious or moral ingredients takes every students' and school districts director’s mind. Top priority in this place is not easy too.
At the start of college students' academic life, well-disciplined seniors do not give their young student fellow an easier time. After a couple of lecture classes, student fellows always say, piece of cake. Like tackling problems do not need much time. Physics, chemistry, math, biology with some social science electives filled with one's busy schedule. They now want tutors in their spare time in order to get a good grade in their next quiz despite of only regular lecture hours. After fully completing their exam books, they went home, instead regretting about the mistakes they made, they move forward to the one and the next one exam. When the spring break comes, people skiing in the countryside mountains are most young college students. On Saturday night, downtown pubs and dance clubs filled with strange and familiar faces in the dark remind one to have a beer here sometimes again. Unlike those in China, professors here never rank their students; likewise, they do not announce one's grades in the classes. Still, straight A's never come easy. But Bs or Cs can make one graduate too.
Time has approached the final exam; students are busy at preparing themselves for the exam. The exams are not easy, most students can make it, and some of them, can perform very good and obtain good results. There are some students among student fellows cannot make to the end of the competition. They lost the race in the first round. Winning students went on for their college education, and spent stressful time over and over again until they made to the end of the race. Sometimes, they play PC games with an advanced ATI Rage-Pro video graphic card. Lost ones are not easy, they may want to start again after initiating some action on their own behalf starting a different program or repeating classes they failed. Of course, more caution will take place deliberately this time. They will stop saying things like "piece of cake" and continue to be stressful. Some of these young men may decide directly to abandon what they have already made and go on for a different life after consulting with their parents, like joining the work force. Highly competitive environment is not built for everyone.
Graduation does not come easy. Alternation of seasons makes one think and feel matters differently. After the successful moment when the school principle congratulates one with a satisfied smile, he/she moves forward to dive into the pool of crowdedness. Some, may want to continue their education towards higher, and then, they engage themselves into a new sound familiar racetrack or brand new ones. Life went on and on, so was the race.
When the street light turned red early evening, my cab stopped right at the front of the traffic, a song "...doctor and dentist, she drives all day..." playing on FM radio got into my brain. It seems the best human genome can offer spreads wide here. I think the song was sung by a good singer of its kinds. Right, doctors, dentists, lawyers, scientists and engineers and some others are the best careers in this world. Racers are on the right track in this fast paced world. Modern computers have a glorious history of more than twenty years already, as the most frontier and advanced technology human ever invented.
After having a burger as my lunch, I went into a cafe, and ordered a cup of coffee. After sitting down, I figure what I eat do not relate to what I do, really, I don't know why. Don't know what others may think though. After I finish my coffee, I walked along on the street. Sunshine in the early afternoon in the spring here is warm and comfortable. Strangers with familiar English accent walk while talking to others on the downtown streets. Movie advertising on the main street caught me, the American movie "Lost in Translation" would be the one on my must watch list. Life became less stressful after my last employment.
F-1 formula racetrack is still hot. Hot and steamy weather condition makes people sweat a lot. One round after the other, fully engaged racers driving their sponsors' racecar are just in their best mood to challenge each other. Excited fans and audiences are weaving their hands and T-shirts and cheering for the excitement. Elsewhere, the swimming pools are full of people, so are the gyms and the weight rooms. After the NHL Hockey season, NBA, NFL and baseball courts are the new hot spots. Selected from students, sports professionals are engaging themselves for whatever competition they face in their career and their life. The best out of the best enters the championship, the world championship, Olympics and the winter Olympics. Champagne does not taste easy, but it surely tastes good.

xhu

Canadian meat product manufaturer Maple Leaf had a commercial on TV saying, "Life is good at Republic of Bacon" to promote their bacon products. Is Canada the "Republic of Bacon"? In my prose fiction, "Champagne, marinated, ice cream, coffee and tea" I featured such as professional and sports champaigns eating better than the others. Yes, they can afford a 14 course French dinner without difficulties, and the rest of poor Canadians are just watching. Life isn't easy in Canada here and food isn't easy in this commodity product driven country. In a moment thought, I reach conclusion that "bacon" isn't easy. As a Christian, I do eat sometime a full course dinner to indulge myself and my taste bud, and as an unempoyed engineer, I can't afford it very often. I wanted to bring a bottle of Champagne to friend's home for the pot luck dinner at Christmas, but when I looked at the price tag just otday, I changed my mind, and finally bought a bottle of red wine. Yes, life isn't easy, and as a two time non-metaled champaign, I made myself a free-lence writer and poet, still I could't affod myself a decent dinner very often. I don's blame the industry not employing me as a high-tech professional, life is fair to me that I found myself satisfactory in the literary world. And in God's words, it is "God helps those who can help themselves." I wish I do better, and in this "Republic of Bacon", when people are snatching for their food in their bowls and plates, I say, I eat myslef, on my self more than often, I am on my shoes, and if I had a car, (it is very odd to find someone don;t have a car here), I am on my own car, doint my own business. Wish my life is good in the "Republic of bacon".

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Talking about bacon, we Chinese are not bacon, I don't know the rest of Canada, but I do believe no one belives that he/she is a piece of dead meat. I wrote this, "Champagne, marinated, ice cream, coffee and tea". I write other materials. To be honest, I write for money, and I intended to write for money, also I would like to show my writing to people, either online or around me. Not that someone sponsors me to write, yes, I do would like some sponsorships, but it is the intension matters. I actively engaged to creating process on my own behalf, without any sponsor and I do sell my works individually. Some people and publishers sell my work, so they can get a big dollar out of them, I can only get a small portion, and I wish I can get more. Honestly to say, writing and selling works are not an easy task, sometimes you do trap in those trends, like begging customer to buy you works. I used to work in telel-marketing, and I do not like to enrironment to sell agressively as well as the sell pitch, sounds like snatching. I do sell and I wish I can sell more of my works.

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Famous Chinese saying says that, "eating 70% full, you will live until 99 years old". Eating 70% full is very healthy eating habit, I pretty much follow that and occasionally when I get some money, I do indulge myself and eat a full course steak dinner. I don't know what the rest of the world think of Chinese, Chinese eventually eat everything ediable, from intestine to pig and cow stomachs, also some wild animals. This I pretty much don't follow, maybe because I am not in China. If I were in China, I might follow the rest of Chinese. Bacon, it is tasty, let's eat them anyway, no matter my Chinese zodiac is a boar or not. Occasionally, I would like to go to the country style breakfast bar close to my home and eat a breakfast with bacon, Canadian bacon, the famous bacon. Well, life is hard, you do need to indulge yourself sometimes.

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I think the work is very stimulating.