leela

My baby male kitten, my dear company here, died yesterday. I saw him die that painful last night and I could do nothing. He was only 5 months old. If I sent him to the hospital, he would not die. That was my fault. I didn't think that he was that sick, I thought he just got a flu. I should've took him to the doctor. I'm so sad, really sad. I cannot help crying. I really cannot forgive myself. He was so cute and friendly. He brought me happy. I really miss him. I'm very very sad.

JetJet

Take care

wlq

take care,god bless you.

lily_van83

cmft

xh_shadow

Sorry to hear that...

leela

Thanks, everybody. Last night, I didn't even want to go back home because there are too much memory at home about him. But I feel a little bit better now. Although I don't believe in God, I still wish there is somebody out there taking care of him.
Merry Christmas to everybody!

阳光

很遗憾，不过很多地方都可以收养小动物的，去找一个，希望你能找回开心！

linda_123456

I am sorry to hear about that.现在的心情很理解。因为我以前有一只很可爱很懂事的小狗狗，后来生病，起初只是以为是一般的腹泻，没太在意，等几天后带他去医院，医生说已经太晚了，是很致命的狗的传染病，现在就算治好也会有后遗症，但还是花了很多钱给他治病，晚上他就睡在我床头，一直听着他断断续续，时强时弱的呼吸声，这一秒还在身边，下一秒就可能阴阳相隔，过了大概一个星期，他终于还是走了，这成了我可能是一生中的一个噩梦。哪里都有他的影子，耳边总是断断续续的呼吸声。直到现在，六、七年了吧，那时的情景还是历历在目。最初的日子最难过，不想回家，看到和他有关的东东就要掉眼泪，把房间的家具重新摆过，床的位置永远不敢放在他死时的位置（就死在我的床头，给他放的竹编的小床），和他有关的东东都收在床下的纸箱中封好。感觉要好一些。半年后搬了家，才一点一点淡下去。建议不妨把房间改变一下，重新摆放布置一下，可能会好点。Good luck!

Francaise

I have such so experience, too. And I still miss her very very much, she was a dog and her name is chacha. But I just want tell leela: don't blame youself any more. She/he probably died even if you brought her/him to doctor... I did and paid $350 to doctor but she still passed away; the doctor told me you can try to pay $2000 or $3000, but I couldn't give you guarante...just to try to do better. So..that's the life...sometimes we have no choice...
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sth4me

I used to have a cat,he is ten years old if he still there, but he died one year ago, in china,I was not there when he passed away, my mom said she had no choice but to give him a shot. because he is too old to recover. I cried for days here in canada. still don;t understand why he  did that to me....always make me cry....even now when I typing........