I feel the same way. Sometimes I still feel I could make a phone call to my father as long as I picked up the phone. He's always not only on my mind but also right beside me to bless and protect me. I talk to him often in my dreams. It's been 4 months and I still can't face the reality. I am a man and optimist, but really vulnerable when it comes to losing your love one...Who can turn back the clock, I still have lots of words to share with my father who is always proud of every little progress I made... :cool: