newlinx
thanks.//I agree with you to some extent. Illness pursued my mother till her death, which made me bitterly painful.But she still didn't want to say -stay with me , don't go away. I feel heart pain for my staying away from my mother.
tian tian , thank you very much.at least, you write something on here to remember your mother.my mother has gone for one year,but i always avoid to talk this topic in order to avoid pain-feeling.i always regret that i did not do something for her.until now , when i want to do something for her, it is too late to do so.
the only thing left for me is regreting....
cccc : actually, I am in the abyss of sorrow , not only because my mother and I are close, but also because I paid too little attention to my mother during her illness.I regret about it.
I only wish all the daughters can take care of their mother without regretting, I only wish one day I can go together with her,just like in my dream, I can cover quilt for my mother in the night.
I must take my mother here next summer no matter what!!! She refused to come for fear of affecting my study and said to me that she will not come until I finish my study. But I have made up my mind now----I don't care what it will cost me, I will just do it----invite her to spend the summer and fall here every year( well, the winter here is really not good for old-aged people and even for us, see the weather these days!?)
Matrix :
I had seen many posts of you, I had the idea only just now, after watching what you had written,-----you are a good boy .If I were you, I should pick my mother stay with me as soon as possible.
Frank9007,I think you can match all these things.But i have no chances,because my mother has gone.She always love me,even though sometimes, i was angry or complained to her....She only knew one thing---i was always her daughter.But she will never give me a chance to compliment my regreting for her.She has gone with laugh even she could not see me ,because she know that i was studing in Canada.She only wanted me to be a great person,but she did not know that she has not give me a chance to even accompany with her