Sorry, I don't want to make you disappointed. Anyway, I owe you, since you did send me a beautiful song. I should tell you my story by return. As I told you I am not good at telling story as some people. Anyway, let me tell you something here wink Actually, my story is very usual. I was just too young for love at that time, that was my first love. When you were young, you don't know what is love and what you sould do. He is three years old younger than me and when he left my city to go back his city and asked me go with him. I said " NO". In my eyes, he is too good, everything is great, he just like a 精美而易碎的瓷器, but younger than me....,and he didn't know where he will go finally, he wanted to come to U.S.A to study, and I planed to stay in China and just changed a very good job in my city....I don't know if we can be together fianlly and if he is good as a husband or not, I am afraid that 精美的瓷器太...易碎 that's make me afraid to go with him, 很俗吧? Now, I am in Canada, and he is in China. What a life!
Anyway, I didn't follow my heart, that's all....I regret sometime is because of now I know when you are young, you should take a risk if you think it is worth to do. If you never try, you never know.
I agree with you that nice people don't have good luck sometimes. This world is unfair. I am not lucky enough too. I missed my best chance in this world to have my dreamed man and I didn't meet any man after who can make me crazy again like that.
But, I don't think people will learn lesson from love story. No matter how, everyone still make similar mistakes. People will learn lesson from their own exeprience, not from others. I always believe this. |