I may choose to touch you as usual, and I think my works and my words have touched you Canadians quite a bit. But now I don't want ot do that, I want to tell some fact and truth about God and Christianity. I am deeply touched and saved by God. I had some experience as being saved by God in the past and the present, when I am writing this. I also had some bad experiences as suffering from career, divorce and alcoholism. My old self told me going back to myself and be well, but I can't, comparing to the immense joy when I surrend to the Lord, the peace and the storm in the spiritual fight and the carol in my heart when I listen to Christmas songs and some Christian songs. They are touching, but simply touch is cheap, like talks, talk is cheap. All I am saying is that the true God, true Eternal God that matters. Christianity is the truth and the only truth, I found that when God warned me when I went back to my old self, that I would still suffer from all the old me, like career jeopardy, divorce from my wife and alcoholism that I enjoyed. I had some experience with Buddhism as well and I found it so fine a religion and I liked it and being blessed for selling some of my Chinese art works and antiques that enabled me to live fine for a while (ehrnnnnn, my books are still not selling), but I found the truth in Chistianity that the only God matters to me. I surrended myself to the Father, the Son and the Holy spirit, and then I found the joy in God as the result, and I am facing a new me, brand new. I never talked like that before, and I never talked about my Buddhism belief and my problems very much to anyone, but God loved me, He wants me back, loved me, to be his child again. I am respond to the calling by writing this. They are the fact, touching or not. I am trying to say this to sell my Christian books, I am saying that, treat it as a prayer, is that God warned me and called me again, He loves me and I want to respond to His Eternal love by typing this. Christmas this year is approaching, and Santa Claus as usual doesn;t really exist, God is love. And by responding to His love and calling, I would like to thank my dear Lord and wish me a very merry Christmas. And I hope all the belivers in His mightiness would enjoy a very merry merry Christams and the soming new year. If prosperity and grace in not in your hand for you to get a grasp on, God will love you and bring them to you. All the best wishes to anyone reading this. |