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C帮我抹去脸上的泪。抱住我,吻我的额头。我们就象相识很久的恋人相拥着,填补着心里的空虚。
“我离婚了,已经分居了6个月。”C告诉我。
他和EX从大学时期就认识,可是现在,多年的感情到了尽头。
“ I AM UNDERGOING A LOT OF TRANSFORMATION AND CHANGES。。。DIFFICULT TO UNDERSTAND WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME SOMETIMES。”
我笑了笑。早就猜到了他来MONTREAL的目的了。
“ YOU NEED SOMEONE COULD FILL YOUR LONELINESS, I AM ONLY HERE TO HELP YOU HEAL YOUR LOVE WOUNDS.” 我对他说。
“YOU ARE HERE TO HEAL MY WOUNDS TOO.” 我在心里对他说。
C走了。第二天,发给我一份EMAIL。
… you woke me up and I find hints of that each time I meet you... very happy, heart melting, but something wrong. I don't know how to read my heart well... never been good at this...
I wish that you will have appreciated the time we spent together because I really did. Actually, I lived with you highlights of my life. I would have wanted to live many more moments with you like this... but as I said, I don’t want to hurt anyone. I will continue to think of you each time I listen to the beautiful music you burned for me... each time I hear wise financial advices I will think of you too... even when I continue to learn Chinese, whether Cantonese or Mandarin, and have to face difficult pronunciations, I will think of you... and when I go to Montreal, your shadow will be everywhere, haunting me... |
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